On Disappointment, Competition, and The Need to Look Inward

On Disappointment, Competition, and The Need to Look Inward Last weekend was an unusual one for me. One that made me feel the following as truths: Everyones doing everything better than me. Ive lost control over my life. Im overcommitted. Im ugly. I dont have anything figured out. As you can imagine, a spiral like this is unusual for me (I was and continue to be the women who gives boob cancer updates via ukulele), but I couldnt shake it. I was gonna write a post about it, mostly because Ive been hating the way I look lately and was too vain to get in front of the video camera, but I thought of Jess Constables new series and decided to Keep It Real and go for it anyways. So yes, my hair looks dirty (because it is I can only wash it once a week because of the trial Im doing to keep my hair during schmemo, and I also cant blow dry it or use product. It has started to fall out, but not so youd notice) and theres some smeared make-up under my eyes and I look as pale as a ghostbut I felt it was important to make this video regardless, because, well, its important to show the times the doubts/anxieties/Vampire Voices show up as much as it to show the wins/positive perspectives. Vanity be damned! Things I talk about here: my last I Quit My Day Job video Danielle LaPorte World Domination Summit Spoiler Alert: Yup, there are tears about halfway through here, but I promise you get an authentic smile from me by the end. Dont feel too sad for me, k? If you cant see the video/have trouble with the embed, you can watch the video on YouTube here. And dont forget to save 1-2p Eastern on Monday for a special, amazeballs, free goodie in honor of my 2nd entrepreneuriversary! Ill reveal all on Friday. Whadda tease I is!